Just got in a little bit ago and felt like saying like saying hi. Hello :)  I am making breakfast/ dinner, Fish sticks and blues cheese, It taste better than it sounds. Work has really beginning to drive me a bit nuts I work really early or leave really late. Today it's leaving late. This schedule Is truly the work of a prodigy of Hell. I am leaning so many ways to torture and control people from my bosses, it's just unfortunate that I am on the receiving end. My hair is blue now some creepy guy came to my job with the cheesiest pick up line calling me red delicious, why do I get the creepy ones. The day I quit and become a stripper I may use the name. Looks like I'm moving by the end of the month , I'm looking on Craigslist I only found one place I like 10min to the train rent under 500 comes with internet and rice , Yes rice !!! My roommates would be a woman working as a professional graphic designer , a woman studying at some university, a guy studying hair design,a guy studying fashion and a guy working at noodle shop. Sounds perfect I need to meet new people too , but only one small problem the place is in Tokyo. I think I should give roommates.com a try.

Today I will practice ignoring anything that causes me stress with the art distraction. I'm relearning C++ I was never really that good with that language , I had more fun with Q basic. Work is a nightmare my boss is out for blood. It sucks that one person with a little power can cause so much suffering to a staff of eighty people. At home my roommate is moving out due to my other roommate, I think this would be roommate number four that has moved out because of this nut-job. He doesn't bug me much only because he never sees me. In the next month or so he will be out too. If I stay and take over this least I will need to hunt down sane roommates. I will try to sleep on it. I can't really sleep much lately but I am learning how to eat. I had chicken cilantro wontons and fish sticks for breakfast . I can't do the eggs and bacon thing yet.

I couldn't sleep after work so I went down to the dock to watch the sunrise and to write a bit. I brought my computer to write with music, . Mornings make me moody, during the walk down I got happy, sad depressed and amused . I set iTunes on random play during that moment when the sun was creeping over the horizon The Cure's love song was playing. I feel silly crying over a sunrise. Recently found out about the free wireless at the city hall so I have one more place to get air and my internet fix. That's where I'm at right now. I leaving soon before it gets too bright , the clouds remind me of pillows so I guess it's my bedtime good morning , love ya bye.

They kicked my ass at work. I got off uber late an electric pallet truck ran over my big toe and a co-worked accidentally hit me between the eyes with a broom handle other than the pain it was a good day. I get to keep my hair color I ate yummy garlic rice and lots of chocolate . Awesome day . I'm trying to quit smoking and from that I discovered I smoke more when caffeine is involved . So I'm trying also to cut back on coffee too. That is hard for me to do right now I'm siting at the computer with a Mountain Dew and a cup of coffee. This is my night cap , hey I got off at 3:00am so after cooking surfing the web and licking my wounds. I try to sleep by 7:30ish . I not working until 6:00 tonight so I'll be up by 2 or 3 if my roommate doesn't play his drums. I'm use to it but it still wakes me up. Delerium or Celtic music on the headphones puts back to sleep. I 'm fine happy and try to eat at least 2 meals a day day plus snacks. I cry and laugh a lot and watch sappy movies my sister says I'm pregnant , She could be right any day I could give birth to I cute tape worm baby, due to the crap I use to eat , sad but true Zombies have a better Diet than I do. I will give the healthy life a try no promises. I have found something I love more than smoking. It's not deadly or illegal ,yet somehow I feel that it may be my demise.

I'm got home two hours later than I wanted , not a big deal I will come in a hour later today. I'm washing cloths and cooking mac-n-chesse , I won't tell you what I'm adding to for people with weak stomachs but It is considered one of the many delicacies on my home planet. For the last three nights I have come home to find a sleeping musician on the couch My roommate and his little friends have been playing music that sounds like Prince , Folk music with tribal sounding drums. This blows my mind in the bad way. Thats life in the house at lease. One bonus I get by coming home late I don't see roommates. One Of my roommates is buying a house and wants me to come with, Hell no. I marked my territory, I'm here until I get bored with living and working in this town and besides I don't want to miss the going away party that we are planing after he moves out. The movie of the night Love Letter. Back to the movie just wanted to say hi to the people in Internet land.

I just woke up from a creepy ass dream. In this dream a close friend just found out she was pregnant so we went to my house to hangout . I remember drinking magic imported water from some kingdom in a fairytale . My evil cousin was living with me for a week and he filled my freezer with oysters and deviled eggs . I found out ever time something went missing in my room the squirrel would take to his house on my roof . He would let me have it back if I traded for something else. And the killer bee in my room tried to kill me because he hated my Mums. I woke up screaming and I knocked over the bottle of water next to my bed.

I watched the 12:00 am showing of Sex and the City the movie with Stephanie.  I never seen the show but I like the movie, It had fuzzy and sparkly Vogue like goodies and a enough drama to keep me laughing I didn’t cry much.  I have been more sentimental lately so it doesn’t take much to get me going. During the movie a big group walked out  So it’s not a recommendation. I’m the kid that had lemon dill macaroni and cheese with olives and chick peas for dinner so don’t listen to me. But the movie was amusing to me.

Today  I had no patience for  stupidity, every dumb question I got today I gave to management to answer, I am but a peon and I know nothing, revenge for trapping me at the register all day yesterday and forgetting to give me a break.. Today was also a bad hair day , A little boy walked by me and said to his mom “he looks like a clown”, my co-workers couldn’t control their laughter and I wore a pirate hat for the rest of the day

The nicest preson in my line all day told me she had a bad day at work and because I was  having a bad day too, I closed my register toke her and her friend to the desserts table. We picked out a cake to sample, then we ate the cake and I blew up balloons for her and gave her stickers. That killed about 30 minutes and cheered me up a little.