Echoes Muffled By Time

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 11:22:08 GMT

Just got in a little bit ago and felt like saying like saying hi. Hello :) I am making breakfast/ dinner, Fish sticks and blues cheese, It taste better than it sounds. Work has really beginning to drive me a bit nuts I work really early or leave really late. Today it's leaving late. This schedule Is truly the work of a prodigy of Hell. I am leaning so many ways to torture and control people from my bosses, it's just unfortunate that I am on the receiving end. My hair is blue now some creepy guy came to my job with the cheesiest pick up line calling me red delicious, why do I get the creepy ones. The day I quit and become a stripper I may use the name. Looks like I'm moving by the end of the month , I'm looking on Craigslist I only found one place I like 10min to the train rent under 500 comes with internet and rice , Yes rice !!! My roommates would be a woman working as a professional graphic designer , a woman studying at some university, a guy studying hair design,a guy studying fashion and a guy working at noodle shop. Sounds perfect I need to meet new people too , but only one small problem the place is in Tokyo. I think I should give roommates.com a try.

Tue, 21 Jul 2009 12:37:36 GMT

Today I will practice ignoring anything that causes me stress with the art distraction. I'm relearning C++ I was never really that good with that language , I had more fun with Q basic. Work is a nightmare my boss is out for blood. It sucks that one person with a little power can cause so much suffering to a staff of eighty people. At home my roommate is moving out due to my other roommate, I think this would be roommate number four that has moved out because of this nut-job. He doesn't bug me much only because he never sees me. In the next month or so he will be out too. If I stay and take over this least I will need to hunt down sane roommates. I will try to sleep on it. I can't really sleep much lately but I am learning how to eat. I had chicken cilantro wontons and fish sticks for breakfast . I can't do the eggs and bacon thing yet.

:P

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 14:39:59 GMT

In short this week sucks. I can't remember the last time I hated the universe this much. At lease I'm not bored. Damn your eyes. Fuckers!!!!!!

Good Morning

Tue, 23 Jun 2009 11:06:28 GMT

I couldn't sleep after work so I went down to the dock to watch the sunrise and to write a bit. I brought my computer to write with music, . Mornings make me moody, during the walk down I got happy, sad depressed and amused . I set iTunes on random play during that moment when the sun was creeping over the horizon The Cure's love song was playing. I feel silly crying over a sunrise. Recently found out about the free wireless at the city hall so I have one more place to get air and my internet fix. That's where I'm at right now. I leaving soon before it gets too bright , the clouds remind me of pillows so I guess it's my bedtime good morning , love ya bye.

Fri, 19 Jun 2009 11:42:00 GMT

They kicked my ass at work. I got off uber late an electric pallet truck ran over my big toe and a co-worked accidentally hit me between the eyes with a broom handle other than the pain it was a good day. I get to keep my hair color I ate yummy garlic rice and lots of chocolate . Awesome day . I'm trying to quit smoking and from that I discovered I smoke more when caffeine is involved . So I'm trying also to cut back on coffee too. That is hard for me to do right now I'm siting at the computer with a Mountain Dew and a cup of coffee. This is my night cap , hey I got off at 3:00am so after cooking surfing the web and licking my wounds. I try to sleep by 7:30ish . I not working until 6:00 tonight so I'll be up by 2 or 3 if my roommate doesn't play his drums. I'm use to it but it still wakes me up. Delerium or Celtic music on the headphones puts back to sleep. I 'm fine happy and try to eat at least 2 meals a day day plus snacks. I cry and laugh a lot and watch sappy movies my sister says I'm pregnant , She could be right any day I could give birth to I cute tape worm baby, due to the crap I use to eat , sad but true Zombies have a better Diet than I do. I will give the healthy life a try no promises. I have found something I love more than smoking. It's not deadly or illegal ,yet somehow I feel that it may be my demise.

My hair

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 04:05:23 GMT

I was going to CVS on my early morning white cheddar popcorn run and while browsing I saw one of those bleach hair color kits. Luscious Raspberries how could i turn down a hair with a name like that .

This is me after bleaching I Look like a Dragon Ball Z cartoon
boy do I hate that anime. I think this picture is funny .

This is the after picture you can see my horns a little. I Just hope my boss
will let me keep it when I show up to work today. You guys wish me luck. :)

Fri, 08 May 2009 09:56:57 GMT

I'm got home two hours later than I wanted , not a big deal I will come in a hour later today. I'm washing cloths and cooking mac-n-chesse , I won't tell you what I'm adding to for people with weak stomachs but It is considered one of the many delicacies on my home planet. For the last three nights I have come home to find a sleeping musician on the couch My roommate and his little friends have been playing music that sounds like Prince , Folk music with tribal sounding drums. This blows my mind in the bad way. Thats life in the house at lease. One bonus I get by coming home late I don't see roommates. One Of my roommates is buying a house and wants me to come with, Hell no. I marked my territory, I'm here until I get bored with living and working in this town and besides I don't want to miss the going away party that we are planing after he moves out. The movie of the night Love Letter. Back to the movie just wanted to say hi to the people in Internet land.

Thu, 07 May 2009 08:59:06 GMT

I"m loving this rain I hope it's like this for a few more days. I think rain makes me happy I have seen Polish Wedding twice this week, I guess a little sappy too.. Work was okay until the last ten minutes. Some big ass box fell on me from above along with a box of yogurt . Pain and white slime not fun, After that somebody moved my glasses and I spent an extra 30 minutes looking for them. Lets see Saturday I was told to wear red to induce the hunger of those annoying pig smellies that come to my job. Hell no! This was my day , not bad but I did not get my castle in the sky and Claire Danes hand in marriage oh well I'll try harder. I going for a walk and will try to do this work thing again tomorrow later :P

Wed, 06 May 2009 20:48:56 GMT

I just woke up from a creepy ass dream. In this dream a close friend just found out she was pregnant so we went to my house to hangout . I remember drinking magic imported water from some kingdom in a fairytale . My evil cousin was living with me for a week and he filled my freezer with oysters and deviled eggs . I found out ever time something went missing in my room the squirrel would take to his house on my roof . He would let me have it back if I traded for something else. And the killer bee in my room tried to kill me because he hated my Mums. I woke up screaming and I knocked over the bottle of water next to my bed.

Fri, 01 May 2009 11:38:49 GMT

Ok It''s my bedtime . Work sucked after I got to work I got really dizzy. In most cases when that happens I need to eat . Three meals and I'm still dizzy I'm eating a sandwich for Starbucks right now. I'm a little off on current events. My fellow work drones were telling me about some new pig smelly flu you get from kissing a pigs in Mexico. I hear what my mind wants me too , and for that reason I couldn't hear most of the things my boss said today. I'm sure It wasn't important . Event of the day, The boxing gym was open on the way to Starbucks and I say a guy lifting weights with his teeth. wow!!

Wed, 29 Apr 2009 15:08:49 GMT

welcome to the pseudo-kingdom by the river

come meet the king, queen , Princess and Prince

the sky and water are the same shade of black

Is it pitch black or oblivion black ?

I smell Hyacinth in the wind No I fear my delirium has returned

The shops displays are out of season

Gossypia celebrates the Day of the Dead

below the copper pan rack La Cuisine has a Christmas tree

ornaments of bass and Salmon is that a sin or virtue?

I will see her again. she can turn people into silhouettes

Sonnet, poem and nursery rhymes are impractical

my anecdotes become gibberish

I am Kaspar Hauser look for me at Nuremberg square

I am half a second off again

this weekend I should see my appraiser

I suspect it maybe Britannia metal or German silver

I wrote this early this morning sitting by the water . I put my thoughts for the last two days into a poem
Poem well That is what I calling it . I have yet to go to sleep , my hours are changing again so I'm wanted stay up to get
my body use to sleeping in the day again. I am on a lot of über strong instant coffee. so at my current enhanced state of reality
I feel great and everything seems magical and perfect. I have the power of the raccoon and unicorn , lets see if feel that way in a few hour when I wake. I'm shutting down fast after this I cup I will sleep . I try to post a little more ofter may the caffeine be with you goodnight :)

lost my phone Again t-t

Thu, 15 Jan 2009 21:16:19 GMT

I Lost my phone Sunday I fear It is gone forever. I am unable to find most of my contact numbers so if any of you guys what me to have your number email me or send a private message.The only good news I have today is that I found a chocolate bar in my room
yummy.

Thu, 08 Jan 2009 03:40:14 GMT

I've been a little stressed so far this year. I try to make a attempt to prevent things from sucking more than the day before. I not very good at it yet I have become King of bad luck today just as I was writing my computer crashed , than as I was trying to post it to Live Journal the site crashed. The message on their site said it was an emergency, not having anything to do with the lack of personnel due to the company cleaning house. After wringing a rather long post and losing it I deleted my annoying word processor and got kicked off the internet before I could download Open Office. My internet service lately has major problems the cable guy was here today and is coming back again tomorrow somewhere between 6 and 7 am. Blah I'm kind of glad I lost the other daily rant for my eyes only because now I will say hi to you guys sorry I'm leaving the good parts out talking about my new fears, insecurities and paranoia . I probably have more enemies than friends they must not know anymore of my weaknesses other than my love for fuzzies, smellys and shiny objects.

I am Pirate hear me meow

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 09:44:08 GMT

I was wearing my pirate hat today when some little boy walked up to me and asked me for my treasure and I said “I not a leprechaun ya can’t have me treasure if you catch me, to death do we part me and my treasure” and for the next hour plus that kid was following me around to find out were my treasure was hidden. That kid was my shadow I only could escape him when I went to the bathroom and when I came out He was waiting for me holding a red balloon right outside the door. The same balloon I felt hitting me on the back of my head for the last hour of my shift. He was that close . His dad was slowly shopping while talking on the phone not looking for his child, no more than four years old. I think it was funny when the dad come for the kid and had to drag the kid away because he refused to leave without seeing me treasure. My boss and co-workers now think I am good with kids. I can see this giving me future headache.

Happy New Year All !!!

Fri, 02 Jan 2009 21:06:26 GMT

Happy New Year !!!
I am happy to see 2008 go. In the last month I saw two customers drop to the floor from seizures while a circle of morons forms around them to stare, people in large numbers are so useless There is not a day that goes by that I do not wish for the great Cthulhu to rise and crush my enemies with tentacles of doom . I ended the year with a little streak of bad luck lost my phone still have my old phone but it doesn’t really work. I can send text messages until the battery dies . I wanted to be a little social I went to a friends new year eve party I had a good time once my fear of new people went away . I little after the ball dropped a fight broke out and yours truly got caught in the crossfire trying to play peacekeeper. I did have fun and a few bruises perhaps gives me evidence that some part of me is still alive. I’m off until some unknown time next week Don’t known what to do with all this free time but this year seems relaxing so far.

Wed, 17 Sep 2008 07:57:09 GMT

This is the day of doom I lost the first entry i was writing because my computer crashed . so I'll give a summary Ha Ha .Life sucks this thing called a Heart what's that, . I wish I was dead ,but don't have the guts to kill myself
my goal this week is to have a understanding what it feels to be loved . Random thought is there a smily to say Fuck you. I can't speak german . Damn your eyes!!!!!

movie night

Sat, 31 May 2008 10:02:01 GMT

I watched the 12:00 am showing of Sex and the City the movie with Stephanie. I never seen the show but I like the movie, It had fuzzy and sparkly Vogue like goodies and a enough drama to keep me laughing I didn’t cry much. I have been more sentimental lately so it doesn’t take much to get me going. During the movie a big group walked out So it’s not a recommendation. I’m the kid that had lemon dill macaroni and cheese with olives and chick peas for dinner so don’t listen to me. But the movie was amusing to me.

kitty

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 04:31:59 GMT

Fri, 18 Jan 2008 21:32:20 GMT

This is the snow pirate I made yesterday at work.

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 06:54:53 GMT

Today I had no patience for stupidity, every dumb question I got today I gave to management to answer, I am but a peon and I know nothing, revenge for trapping me at the register all day yesterday and forgetting to give me a break.. Today was also a bad hair day , A little boy walked by me and said to his mom “he looks like a clown”, my co-workers couldn’t control their laughter and I wore a pirate hat for the rest of the day

The nicest preson in my line all day told me she had a bad day at work and because I was having a bad day too, I closed my register toke her and her friend to the desserts table. We picked out a cake to sample, then we ate the cake and I blew up balloons for her and gave her stickers. That killed about 30 minutes and cheered me up a little.

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 21:30:29 GMT

My phone is broken . If anyone needs to contact you can email me at nothsa@nerdshack.com or find me on AIM nothsa451

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 07:08:54 GMT

If you are stupid and/or insane chances are you came to my job today to annoy the hell out of me today. I was having so much fun egging the side of my job yesterday and jumping rope in the store that I knew the powers that be would find out I was having fun at work and punish me somehow. I will give two examples, the classic question, do you work here? No miss I don’t, I just come sometimes to stock the selves for fun to see what it’s like to be overworked and underpaid. Today I found myself thinking out loud and giving more sarcastic replies than usual to stupid questions. She wanted to know the price of a wine; she had trouble finding the big fuck off sign in front of her with the price written on it. Months ago some psycho came to my line and asked me not to scan his liquid items because the register will poison them with dangerous levels of radiation and on the way out he asked me am I in cahoots with the Devil. Today he came back He was wearing his postal workers uniform; He blamed me for inconveniencing his day by using my evil warlock powers to make it rain Wow! So now I know where the term postal comes from.The highlight of my day was the conversation I had with a little girl when she was checking out with her dad and noticed that I was wearing a Pirate hat. The conversation was something like this:

Little Girl: Are you a pirate?

Me: Yes

Little girl: no you’re not.

Me: yes I am, I can prove it

Little girl: how?

Me: Watch this I’m going to take your dad’s money arrgh!!!

Little girl: No! No! Don’t

Dad: ha ha ha!

Me: But that’s how pirates get treasure.

Little girl: No!

Me: Ok can I add your dad’s money to my treasure chest if I give you a sticker?

Little girl: yes.

Dad: traitor.

Me: You’ll be a good pirate some day.

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 08:41:10 GMT

The manger on duty today that has never seen me laugh at work saw me laugh for the time. He told me it was creepy. To be honest I was laughing because the background vocals of the Sophie B. Hawkins song As I Lay Me Down sounding like they were saying you’re an asshole and I couldn’t stop laughing because I was thinking about how much he is an asshole. I saw a memo In the break room giving a number to receive a free 20-piecce starter kit of Cinnamon Surge Nicorette and $10 off of my first Nicorette purchase plus a number to our 24 hours counseling hotline . This is the reason my company health insurance has increased you bet your ass I call for some of that free Nicorette that I’m paying for. The smokers at work are rebelling by smoking in the restrooms. Work is the primary reason way I still smoke by trying to take that away from me during the most stressful time of the year may drive me to pure insanity, instead of my usual half insane state.

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 08:31:11 GMT

After work and went home to create my masterpiece dinner. I feel full and one with the universe. Uber mac and cheese and a turkey swiss thousand island sandwich was on the menu tonight What is uber mac and cheese ? Mac-n-cheese with ranch dressing and chicken Vienna sausages lightly topped with sliced pickles. I am a culinary genius and/or madman. That was my average Wednesday.

Tuesday was fabulous I had dinner with Stephanie at Hard Times Café, chilidogs and wings yummy. I gave shitty directions back to my house we ended up going the wrong way down a one way street. Later on Cristal came over and we watched one of her favorite kid’s movies The Legend of Sirius: The sea prince and the fire child. By the Pirate movie ranking system I give it five skulls. Watch it if you can find it. Cristal had treasure in her car. Wow!!! a skinny puppy poster stolen from a show , a Leonardo da Vinci picture with a golden Cristal sticker of approval on it and half of a table. Wahahaha I am currently holding on to all the treasures.

Sirus and Malta from the movie The Legend of Sirius.

hi everybody

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 23:33:23 GMT

Hurrah I’m online again. I was moody most of the day. This morning I was angry, by noon I was slightly depressed and paranoid. Some part of me thinks my co-workers and boss are out to get me , I will consider myself correct until I can find evidence that will declare me incorrect. Shit am I going crazy hahaha!! I going out for some air , this evening is too nice to sit and stare at a computer screen.